BLOG POST #3

BLOG POST #3

Right now, with all the college stuff going on, I've finished hearing back from all the schools that I applied too. After that, all I'm thinking about is where I want to go to school. I'm honestly still upset over the fact that I didn't get into San Diego State. I really wanted to go there and I heard it was a great school. I'm not as hurt but I'm getting close to getting over it. Anyways, with the college process right now, I'm currently leaning more towards SF state. It's not too far from home and I like the school. My friend and I plan on finding a small place to live near there. That we would be able to pay for of course. I finished filling out all of the financial aid stuff. I'm hoping that will be a huge help. As of now, I'm just cruising these last few months of school. BUT STILL working hard to get my grades up.

I'm sort of kind of really really nervous about college. The idea of being on my own and not having as much guidance than what I'm so use to. Sort of scary. Having to face the real world struggles sort of on my own is pretty nerve wrecking. I've always relied on my mom for a bunch of stuff. I'm pretty sure it's going to be so different in class and all that. I already have like a bunch of questions in my head before the first day of college. Like who's going to help me find my classes? What happens if we're late? How am I going to pay for so much stuff? Will a job be okay or should I have to apply to more than one? All it just makes me nervous. With family, my mom wants me to go community college first but I honestly don't want to do that first. Even though it'll save so much money, it's just not the path I want to take.

One for sure decision that I've made is that I'm not going straight into community college. It's not anything bad it's just I just want to get college going right away. Another is I am not trying to stay at home with my parents. I mean I love them but if i stay at home I feel like I'm never going to get that freedom or learn how to be independent.

MRS. FUJII ROCKS MY SOCKS. And I'm just really really glad I'm in AVID because I honestly don't know where I'd be without it. Chessy but true.

 This is my SECOND post! Right now, I'm really stressed about my grades. I wasn't kidding when I said that senioritis is killing me. There was this one point where I didn't check schoolloop for 2 weeks and then I checked this one morning and it was a serious wake up call. I'm so stressed about not being able to get my math and econ grade up too. I'm struggling and they're both really hard classes. I'm most definitely stressing in AP ECON because the teacher talks really really fast and I'm scared to ask questions because I don't want to slow the class down. I'm also stressing about my driving test that's coming up. I JUST WANT TO PASS! I'm so anxious! I keep stressing over the fact that I might fail and then I won't be able to get a job! I just really need a cupcake right now.

To manage my stress, I've just been working extra hard in my classes that I'm struggling in. I make sure I don't fall asleep during class and to ask more questions. I've been coming in for help too. Doing all that, would help me manage my stress a bit more so I'm not completely behind in the class. I plan on just working really hard for both classes that I'm struggling with then hopefully I would have to stress less.

Two thing's I'm looking forward to in the next month is GETTING MY LICENSE! Well if I get my license...  But ya anyways I'm also looking forward to WINTERFORMAL and break!!

During this college process, I'm just waiting for the colleges to answer back to me!

FIRST POST ABOUT SENIOR YEAR!

Senioritis is killing me. I'm legit failing in all my classes........